The Last Letter To You...

Dear Sayang,

I have so many feelings to express that i have no idea where to begin. I never expected to feel this way again toward you and to be honest i tried not to fall in love with you again!...

How can I tell you what I'm feeling when sometimes, I don't even understand myself? I wish things were perfectly wonderful between us, But we're going to have to work at it to make them that way. I do believe we have so much to build on… our memories and our love most of all. I may not always understand why we have problems, or exactly how to make our relationship stronger, but I care enough to want us to try to find out....

The past few weeks have been hard especially since you're not here with me! but no matter how far you are, my love to you flourish and bloom.... i know, and understand that it is hard for you to accept as i am before since we had argument, that never had to stop. but, trust me my dear, after the last apology, there's no hard feeling towards you... what i think and want is for you to be happy, i want to trust you, and give my full support to whatever you want to be...

We've decided to stay together, I'm glad of that, but what I really want is the chance to do it right, to make it stronger and better than it ever was. I want the chance to prove that I've changed, that I can be trustworthy, honest, open, giving, and understanding. I know we have a lot to do before we earn back that trust, but I'd like the chance to try.

I know we can do it if we try!.. I have always said that you are my soul mate and the one I would always be with forever.

Ever since you are not around, I wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know i could never be any happier. But then again, I know that the day will come when i will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. I even miss you when I am sleeping!

I love you, Sayang. With regrets of the past, and hopes for the future, You are my only love, and I thank you for be so kind with my heart... Hopefully, soon I won't have to hate missing you.

Please forgive me for all the hurt that I have caused you.

Love Always,
Safura